Happy 86th Birthday Mom! It's been 4 years now, and I still want to pick up the phone and call you to chat. You have made it easier to deal with your death by visiting every now and then. Dad was here recently..turned on his closet light. Have you been rock hunting? When I meet you over there, you can show me the hot spots. Life is getting harder to deal with so I am glad you and Dad aren't here to live with it, too much stress. I feel the end is close and most of my friends tell me they are ready. I am at this point just existing...fun huh? At least we have the kitties! I just know in my heart you and Sing Sue and Sue Sing (real original Mom!) up there along with Sable. God apologized to the animals you know...and knowing you, you love them both the same. When I think of you, I can only smile and think of the happy memories you gave me. You are such a wonderful Mom! I only hope I can pass your attributes on to the Bee. Give your kitties a hug for me and once again...Happy 86th! I love you Mom! Your little girl always.